SMA 2 JEMBER @ DBL 2009 East Java

oversize shirt, shorts, stocking, and sneakers

15 August 2009 kemarin gue pergi ke Surabaya buat ngedukung tim basket putra SMADA Jember di final DBL 2009 region Jawa Timur.
Gue sempet ketinggalan bus supporter dan nekad naek bus ke surabaya, akhirnya perjuangan itu ngga' sia-sia. Tim SMADA menang ngelawan tim Santa Maria Surabaya dengan skor, ehm brapa ya? kaya'nya 63 - 57. Selisih 3 bola,, padahal gw nebak bakal selisih 4 bola,,
Walaupun cuma cadangan, tapi gw bangga ama adek gw,, hehe I love you full Ahmad Reza Zulfi,,,

eh iya lupa, adek bungsu gw juga,, dia terpilih jadi tim basket Jember, jadi starter malah,,, I'm proud of you Ahmad Fikri Zulfi,,

semoga, gw jg g kalah dari merela berdua,,

my Mom's skirt

i thought i wanna do something with this skirt,, i'll attach a white clothes to this skirt
so,, i'll have a new dress hoho,, can't wait 'till they finished,,

i called it creative when my Mom called it crazy

haha i'm speechless,, didn't know what to say,,
it just my Mom's Daster and u combined it with belt and ribbon

DON'T QUIT

“A man, as a general rule, owes very little to what he is born with - a man is what he makes of himself.” —Alexander Graham Bell

“The potential of the average person is like a huge ocean unsailed, a new continent unexplored, a world of possibilities waiting to be released and channeled toward some great good.” —Brian Tracy

“You will become as large as your controlling desire;or as great as your dominant aspiration.” —James Allen

“Realize what you really want. It stops you from chasing butterflies and puts you to work digging gold.” —William Moulton Marsden

"There is no road too long to the man who advances deliberately and without undue haste; there are no honors too distant to the man who prepares himself for them with patience.” —Jean de la Bruyere


I forgot that I've downloaded an e-book titled The Ultimate Goals Program – How to Get Everything You Want Faster Than You Ever Thought by Bryan Tracy. But last night, I just read this e-book and found one interesting poem,, here is,,

Don’t Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will.

When the road you’re trudging seems all up hill.

When the funds are low and the debts are high.

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.

When care is pressing you down a bit.

Rest, if you must, but don’t you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns.

As every one of us sometimes learns.

And many a failure turns about

When he might have won had he stuck it out.

Don’t give up though the pace seems slow —

You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out —

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.

And you never can tell how close you are.

It may be near when it seems so far.

So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit

It’s when things seem worst that you must not QUIT

Never give up, guys! Just take a rest when you’re tired,, then get well soon. Failure is about experimental lesson. You never really know the euphoria of success if you never get failed, right?


And now, I’m only half *not exactly half,, quarter maybe or just started,, hhaa,,* way to get something I want it much,, I don’t what the end of this ‘journey’,, but I just know how to be an optimistic girl,, so I just go with the flow,, and pray for the best and also pray for getting what I want,,

Aku Membunuhnya

Aku membunuhnya! aku telah membunuhnya dalam anganku, aku menghabisi perasaan itu hingga tak bersisa tanpa membiarkannya berkembang lebih jauh. Yang aku tahu, aku punya 'tangan' yang bisa aku genggam erat sekarang. Dan semoga, kematiannya tidak sia-sia.

Aku percaya keputusan ini sudah tepat. Biar waktu yang berbicara sendiri nantinya. Aku hanya mengikuti alur.

selamat tinggal cinta,,
selamat datang sayang,,

30.06.09

He said it started from Sambolo,,
Acid said there was something different from deadline MTV
Other said it started from trip to Bogor

and I just said,, i feel different from KA,,
i'm just insensitive,,
but now, i'm glad to have you,,

When I Fall for You

Samar aku melihatmu mengulurkan tangan begitu lama
Aku hanya termangu dan melihatnya
Aku terlalu lemah untuk memercayai itu nyata
Terlalu sadar jiwaku bahwa kamu sekedar impian

Aku tak punya daya sekuat itu untuk berlari
lalu kamu tinggalkan
Aku tak mampu menerka arah mata angin
jika kamu nantinya membiarkanku tersesat

Lama aku terpaku
dan,, Ya!,, hatiku benar
itu hanya sekedar Fatamorgana

tapi gw g gitu aja putus asa,, aku yakin kali Dia mengabulkan doaku,, Amien,, gw percaya dan sangat percaya,, dan gw terus berdoa semoga itu bukan fatamorgana seperti yg gw sangka sekarang,,

Syuting FTV day one

undone yet,, out of my prediction,, wasting time,, and disappointed me so much,,
but,, at least i can take a picture with Rover which is one of Indri's cat,,

here are the picts,,

jadi inget kisah ngelempar kucing saat masih balita,, konon,, when i was a child,, i threw my cousin's cat to the pond,, the cat still alive at that time but when he saw me they run away.

if he could scream out loud he should say,"hey look that girl! she's a monster! Ran away for your life!!!"

haha,, sure i don't like a cat,, if I could choose a pet, i prefer to adopt a dog or a lion than a cat. But Rover is an exception,, gue masih tetep g suka kucing tapi,, yang satu ini lucu banget,, matanya bulet,, hehe,, liat tuh kepalanya aja enak banget nempel ditelapak tangan gw,,,

hari ini melelahkan,, menyebalkan memang, seenggaknya dapet pelajaran gimana me-manage sebuah produksi FTV dengan talent dan crew yang belom 'pro'